Talk is CHEEP!!!

another super old song. but i like……
n i dunno y i always find the mtv funny.
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

blink 182- i miss u.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We’ll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we’ll wish this never ends
We’ll wish this never ends

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

6am rite now. juz got home from partying.
it was fun becos of the company. chare’s frens was really really very entertaining.
it’s freaking crowded. saw frens from the past n present.
even those who’s str n not str alike.
ok great. now i’m shocked n i can’t tell who’s str n who’s not anymore.

once again it’s proven
i can hold my liquor quite.
or maybe it’s juz not put to test yet.
but well
i drank quite a couple of shots while playing india poker.
den shared the waterfall.
it’s supposedly to be cool u noe with the flame all the way down. but ya, the bartender didn’t do a gd job.
nxt i dunno drank wat qingren gave me n dunno this champage with dunno wat punch.
plus a shot of dunno wat.
so in short. i drank a mixture n quite alot.
but den
i’m still like perfectly sober n i’m not high.
SERIOUSLY I’M AINT HIGH AT ALL!!
like wat the……. chicken banana pea?
i wan to try getting drunk.
perhaps like wat lover had said
i’m too restrictive
too many principles.
maybe getting drunk might juz help me get rid of all these things.
u noe as usual i don dance.

in short it’s quite a gd nite despite having to ignore some irritating n childish ppl towards the end.

i wanna have fun.
i really wanted to enjoy wat is it like to lose urself totally.
but i can’t n i didn’t
nxt time maybe, if dere’s a nxt time.
it’s such a waste of money becos alc don work on me.

i decided.
i’ll locked it, keep it in a safe.
swallow the keys.
i’ll not give it to anyone anymore.

time to slp.

so where is the rite one?
lol.
all time favorite song.
listen to the lyrics u will noe.
lol.
muz sing ktv song. lol. though it’s a killer. lol
do not go into a relationship on impulse.
do not go into one juz because u r lonely n nids company.

对的人-戴爱玲

你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪
让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔—耶—-
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

ahahahaha
lover i agreed with u
damn ASA
but glad tat things r settled.

everything heals
as long u don go rip it open again.

becos i’m very eng. so tat’s y i can blog like 2343546 times a day. lolololol
mm.. i’m damn proud of myself. with my room so sparkling clean
lol
n in the process of cleaning up my room.
i found lot’s of photos!!! n those old old neoprints.
had fun looking thru them all
n laughing at my old unglam self.

don worry. u r not gg to lose me.
=)

oh.. juz had dinner with my dear lover n chare…
they r like damn zzzzzzzzz….
=.=”
dunno wat to say abt them..
lol..
but as always.
u all happy jiu hao lor.
lol
n den the topic popped up again.
they r now gg to revamp me.
to make me more andro 1st den more girly
hahah
i don mind actually
but den
i’m comfortable the way i am now.
lol.
for 2 yrs alr i’m lidat.
muz i really had tat image changed again?
ok. so now out of the pathetic number of ppl reading my blog.
if u all 2nd the decision tat i sld undergo the image change n b pretty. (laugh)
leave a comment n state y sld i.
if dere’s more den 5. haha. ok i onz. i’ll leave my hair to grow longer.
haha. no joke.

alien alien r u reading?
i miss u!!
n wat u tink? haha. my 2nd image consultant.
lol

ok.. sld i paint my room to navy blue or leave it sky blue?

woke up early in the morning wanting to go for a long jog.
but it was raining. so i took the time to clean up my room.
was rearranging those books n dusting them.
n i saw my class magazine from pri sch. n yr book from fairfield.
i took a break n look thru them…

so dere’s tis poem tat i co-written with hann yang, for the class mag in 6h when dere’s still the deadly streaming n we were the em1 class.

elite’s price. dated 1997 (12yrs back!!)

we choose the chosen, as been done before,
and though the tests are tough, the numbers still do soar.
not taking heed of the old saying that bears no malice,
for “those who enter the Elite’s ranks must pay the Elite’s price”
CL1- the subject that killed with slient rage,
Leaving only us, the em1, the most wise and sage.
We toiled and laboured all the way though this deceptive war,
but all we did was countered with, homework yet some more.
And from time to time we shout,”where are you 6h’s heir?”
for all this toil is much more than we can bear.
for” those who enter the elite’s ranks must pay the Elite’s price.”

n then looking thru the fairfield yr books. 99-01
where i’m still short n scrawny.
visibly dark, possibly darker den debbie.
lol
sporting tat short fringe mushroom head.
when the macdonald hairstyle was trendy.
lol
so i saw all the pics from track n netball.
those on encore nites n kallang concert.
memories flow through me. timeless.
when eunice yeo was the top runner, becky the pretty n charismatic track capt, amanda(mandy) was my best fren. when joan was the multitalented head prefect cum runner, cum ballet dancer, cum gb’s committee, cum my guitar teacher. n we(me, mandy, joan) were a clique with karen teo, kenghui, jasmine teo, fay fong and sarah lim
when those days the netballers had an image to upkeep n volleyballers were rivals.
queen suetty. do u remember? when u have those curly q mo hair with the thick thick specs. hahaha.
oh n those times when we were both in red cross and netball. yes. that’s how i noe u. lol when u were from 2c n i’m in 2a. n motherly muiyuan. u guys took care of me then. haha.
funny we didn’t tok much then n yet u became one of the most impt frens to me in life.
all becos of our comics and drama syndicate. where i’m the leader circulating all those comics n vcd.
hahaah.
suddenly i missed fairfield alot. alot.
when all i nid to do is to run n play sports.
n i was fortunate to be in the rite company.

den i remember the time capsule i buried with xuan somewhere near his hse b4 he went boston.
those times when i go mandy’s grandma’s hse at buona vista after sch n played batminton at the cc nearby.
tat’s where we met him.
lol.
hi xuan! i juz emailed u this link.
lol. it’s been some time yea?

den it’s the pj collage book.
dini u look like ah lian last time eh.
lol. n my hair was kinda long oso.
i still remember tat for that photo taking i nid to wear skirt.
n lucy they all were all so hype up becos i’m finally wearing skirts to sch..
lololol.
dini u all remember? after the photo taking session we, bballers, as usual went to jec n i also fell on the escalator becos i’m not used to wearing skirts n i juz so haben to step in between the 2 seperating steps.
lol. skirts = restricted movement. i’m too chu lu alr.
lol..

if i cld restart n go back in time.
i wan to meet u ppl again.